My name is Laura and you are on the other side of an event that I have been waiting six years for - for me it was a good thing!!
However I can only imagine what you are going through but let tell you - you came to the right place for some answers. The event you have just witnessed was called the rapture where Jesus came back to Earth to call all the believers home to Him before He would judge the Earth. The best place for information on upcoming events will be the book of Revelation - it is the last book in the Bible. The next seven years will not be pretty.
The Bible tells of the coming of the antichrist - he will seem like someone with all the answers - beware of him and his policies. How you can tell is by testing the spirit that comes from him - Anyone who does not believe that Jesus came to the Earth in the flesh, died on the cross for the whole world's sin, and rose again is of the enemy.
There is hope for you yet - call on the name of Jesus Christ & ask Him to forgive you and be with you. Cry out to Him believe me - He is the BEST!! I'm not kidding I love Him so much and you can too, He will never leave you or forsake you because He loves you.
I hope this letter has encouraged you and given you some hope. Believe in Jesus and I will see you in about 7 years.
God Bless you and be with you until Jesus returns.